Guest Blogging...

Hey all,

The wonderful Hasty Words had me over at her blog today, where we wrote a poem together. Go check it out! :) 

You Angst Nobody- Guest Blog Post

Baaaaad Blogger. *Sad face*

I’ve been a bad blogger, people. Sorry about that. I’ll catch you up on what’s been going on:

-     -  Finished my MMA-themed Romance book and submitted it to some agents. Hopefully I’ll have some good news to share soon

-      - Gearing up for DFWcon. This will be my 3^rd year attending and I can’t wait

-      - Also about to head out to the Arkansas Literary Festival … like I’m literally leaving tomorrow

-       -Working on two very different projects now. One was planned. The other, not so much.

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Also, here’s an angsty poem for you all…

I feel like screaming until I can’t scream anymore

Why do I let you do this over and over

You would think that I’ve had enough,

But apparently I haven’t

I get so sick and tired of seeing you everywhere

And then hearing how great you are

Why do they get to see that side

And all I see is the side I know

Maybe one day I’ll have enough

Stop giving a f*ck about you

But until then I sit here and wait

And each day start to hate you a little more.

LOL, love to you all. <3 p="">

Old Poem and old memories

I was cleaning out my closet when i came upon my old poetry notebook. Yes, i dabble in poetry. Sometimes it helps me clear my mind or helps me get something out of my system. I'm not claiming to be a poet laurent here, but i like them lol.

Anyway, here is one that i wrote when i was a teenager. I am pretty sure it was about my crush and how he didnt notice me (but i dont remember his name, so must not have been love ;) ) Gosh, i was so angsty!

ANGST

I was stupid for wanting

Stupid for feeling

Stupid for hoping

Stupid for needing

When will I learn

When will I see

That no matter what

Some things will never be

It was fun while it lasted

It was too good to be true

I should have known

I wasn’t good enough for you

I try not to take it personally

I try not to take it to heart

But you have it down, you see

Almost like a painful art

I was stupid for wanting

Stupid for feeling

Smart for growing

And somehow I am dealing

LOL i hope you all enjoyed this little sample! Maybe one day i will publish a poetry book, but i seriously am not holding my breath lol!