Old Poem and old memories

I was cleaning out my closet when i came upon my old poetry notebook. Yes, i dabble in poetry. Sometimes it helps me clear my mind or helps me get something out of my system. I'm not claiming to be a poet laurent here, but i like them lol.

Anyway, here is one that i wrote when i was a teenager. I am pretty sure it was about my crush and how he didnt notice me (but i dont remember his name, so must not have been love ;) ) Gosh, i was so angsty!

ANGST

I was stupid for wanting

Stupid for feeling

Stupid for hoping

Stupid for needing

When will I learn

When will I see

That no matter what

Some things will never be

It was fun while it lasted

It was too good to be true

I should have known

I wasn’t good enough for you

I try not to take it personally

I try not to take it to heart

But you have it down, you see

Almost like a painful art

I was stupid for wanting

Stupid for feeling

Smart for growing

And somehow I am dealing

LOL i hope you all enjoyed this little sample! Maybe one day i will publish a poetry book, but i seriously am not holding my breath lol!